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YinLuvsChangmin
11 September 2008 @ 08:42 pm
Wow~ 2 weeks huh? I guess my life has been that boring despite trying to plan for all these auditions last minute haha but I'll go over that this weekend when I have more time since I have to get ready to catch some z's. Hmmm~ funny, have to get ready to sleep *snorts* sorry, kinda funny to me lol. Anyways, nothing to really report but I will share my love for this movie and fear of this dream I had the other night. Weird combo huh? Well...the movie I saw was 'Across the Universe'...a movie I've been wanting to see for MONTHS!!!!! I watched it the other day and it was SO WORTH IT!!!!! I wanna get lost in some strawberry fields right now haha. This movie makes me like The Beatles just a bit more...well...they go up on my list I guess lol. Ah~ I want to watch that movie again, so good...you should like...go watch it hehe. Ok, next thing. I had this dream last night and it seriously freaked me out. I don't think I've ever been this scared in a dream in a long time. I can't really describe it here but it had to do with my mom and something REALLY bad was gonna happen to her. I mean, I was crying alot in the dream and when I woke up, my heart was pounding and I was so freaked. I just hope it doesn't end up like any of my other odd dreams since I tend to have some precognition type dreams. I know, sounds a bit weird ya? But, a couple dreams like this one has happened before and in one of them, it was true or something realted to the dream happened in real life...hope that makes since but yeah...I don't want this one to be true or else I'm gonna think there's even more crap wrong with me *sighs*. Yeah...hope I didn't weird anybody out hehe...short blog today so...*ahem*...hope everybody has a safe and none hazy related weekend haha.

Peace<3 xoxo
 
 
Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: coldcold
Current Music: "Strawberry Fields"- Across the Universe Soundtrack
 
 
YinLuvsChangmin
28 August 2008 @ 11:21 am

Yeah~ this blog pretty much is all in the title…boredom, it DOES kill but for me, it’s killin’ me softly. Right now, I’m sitting in the College Café…bored…typing away and staring at my laptop screen while waiting for my umma to get me which will be like another hour *sighs* I’m running out of smuts and lemons to read here! Lol. Eh~ I’ll survive…I’ll TRY to survive *sighs* it’s just really…what’s the word, it’s not borng btw…it’s a bit awkward right now. I’m surrounded by people *shudders* I know it’s a café and all but why is it popular when I’m here?! Boo you people!!! Oh wells *shrugs* hmmm~ what can I randomly talk about right now to pass time *ponders to self* hmmm~ *lightbulb goes off* HEY! Got something! I had two blogs topics I was gonna ‘attempt’ to post but I was recovering from that disease I told you about *whispers* I think it’s long term *sad face* any who, I was gonna blog about two different subjects: my second day/ankle spasm and this show…a very COOL show. Yeah…so let me begin and just to let you know…this is gonna be VERY long, I can tell even now…be warned…yeah, ONWARD!  First subject: second day of college…eh, it was better than the first. I had classes, WHOOOOP DE DOOOODLE DOOOOOOOO!!! Lols and they were somewhat interesting. I had College Algebra and Psychology. I actually like math now…first time EVER and my math teacher is so effing awesome! I’m also learning new shiz in Psych so that’s pretty schweet as well haha. Now after classes, not so schweet. When I was walking home, I SERIOUSLY effed up my ankle and my knee. Have no IDEA how I did it but I did. I guess I reached a new level of clutziness *shrugs* but at the moment, I can’t bend my leg certain ways which causes me to limp whenever I walk and sleep in my usual comfy positions as well as having to wear the most uncomfortable brace in the world that causes more harm than good…how lovely for me huh? Mmkays, next subject: a show…VERY cool show. Ok, it’s called ‘Sweet 16: EXILE’. If any of you have seen ‘Sweet 16’, then you will know of all the annoying stuck-up arrogant bishes on that show that deserve a SERIOUS smack down right? Well, ‘Sweet 16: EXILE gives them just that…sorta. They get the smack in face from reality and the bite in the ass from karma *sighs* don’t you just love my analogies? Hmmm~ I love that show…you should watch it…you will laugh a lot, I know I did and I can’t wait for new episodes. Okies…that’s it for my longest blog post EVER…or, as of now lols. I still have to wait here for like 20 more minutes but at least I blew about 40 of those minutes haha.

Peace<3 xoxo

 
 
Current Location: TCC Café
Current Mood: coldcold
Current Music: N/A
 
 
YinLuvsChangmin
21 August 2008 @ 10:04 am

Wah~ I’m becoming daily again! Woot! Anyways, this lucky blog goes out to my first day of college. Firstly…wtf?!?!?!?! I felt like I was in High School again!!!!! They say all this crap about preparing and how ‘different’ college will be…DIFFERENT MY ASS!!!!! I know I’ll probably regret saying all this crap later but c’mon, was it really this different for them back then?! Do they REALLY like pulling our legs?! *sighs* I felt that the English Composition class I attended this morning was easy and felt like I was back in Honors English…then again, I LOVE English haha *shrugs* at least it was the only class I had this morning hehe. And now…here I am…sitting here all bored in the library before I go home since I have to walk home and I’m too lazy to start haha. I seriously need to get a job or else I can’t get a liscense which means I won’t be able to drive to school and which in turn means I have to suffer walking everyday…*sighs*…sorry for my little rant of the day hehe *shrugs* but the upside to that is at least my fattie ass will get some exercise *big smile*. But yeah, that’s pretty much it for today cuz I’m kinda sick of sitting here and I’d rather be home right now…in bed…with some sort of fatting snack and fatting drink in my hands. Hmmm~ I guessing this walking thing will help me out in some ways or other s huh?

Peace<3 xoxo

 
 
Current Location: TCC Library
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: N/A
 
 
YinLuvsChangmin
20 August 2008 @ 01:43 am

Hmmm~ it’s been a bit since I’ve blogged but I have an excuse….I got this disease. It’s called L.A.Z.Y. or Lazy Ass Zoned-Out Yagislash. You SO don’t want to get that. Anyways…vampires and J-Rockers…are the sex. Lols but yeah, the first half of this blog is dedicated to vampires…which are the sex. Ah~ I LOVE VAMPIRES! They are the shiz…seriously and the Twilight saga…wow. 3 words. BEST SERIES EVER!!!!! I mean, Twilight OWNS Harry Potter. Such an awesome series. If you haven’t read it, READ IT!!!!! If you have already, READ AGAIN!!!!! It’s so re-read worthy. I still can’t believe I finished each book in less than 1-2 days…about 18 hours for the last one. I’m such a loser…*sighs* oh wells haha. Hmmm~ now J-Rockers…they are also THE SEX! LOL. Anyways, I went to a Anime Convention recently called ‘Otakon’. You may have heard of it or not heard of it, go google it or whatever. The convention…was…the shiz. Well, not really. Some ‘people’ that shall remain nameless kinda ruined it for me but on the upside, the concerts were SO worth it. The Underneath, DaizyStripper and MarBell are loved…esp The Underneath since Taka and Masato are effing sexy…Taka gets more love though haha. Mmmm~ I hope they come back here…I will go on SERIOUS stalker mode keke. At least Dir En Grey is coming back…Miyavi should too lol *sighs* at least I have a reason to be excited for Neko Con haha. But yeah…that’s my randomness of the day, I hope that you people waisting time and braincells sitting/staring at your screens enjoyed it! See ya soon with more of my random shiz lols.

Peace<3 xoxo.

 
 
Current Location: My room
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: N/A
 
 
YinLuvsChangmin
03 August 2008 @ 03:50 pm
Here  I am again haha. I guess this could be a weekly thing *shrugs*. Well, this isn't much of blog but just showing my creativity and interest. Anyways, another little tidbit about me is that I LOVE...I mean ABSOULUTELY LOVE writing. I love writing stories, music, poems, lyrics, pretty much ANYTHING. I might start posting some random things of mine up here...heck, I'm about to do it now lols. Well, here's one of my fave poems, hope you like it and share your thoughts...opinions...what 'ev. 

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You don’t know me…

You don’t know me

the real me.

You may think you do

but you don’t.

You give me these things to do.

You assume it can be done

without a care in the world,

just as long as it’s done.

Not caring about me,

about my well being,

just as long as it’s done.

But you don’t know me.

You will never know me.

You think I will just stand by

and control me at will?

“no.”

Make me do this…say that?

“no.”

Say this…say that?

“NO”

This time it’s my turn to say no.

I guess you really don’t know me.

Because I can say “no.”

…“NO”…

 
 
Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: N/A
 
 
 
YinLuvsChangmin
03 August 2008 @ 04:46 am

Hello people or whoever bothers to stop and read this. Anyways…here I am, chillin' in front of my laptop at like 4:30 am writing my first livejournal post. Whoop-dee-doo for me. I had NO IDEA of what to write or do for my lj so here’s so a random little blog for ya. Ok, here’s some random things about me. My name is Tonya or you can call me Yin, MinYa, Wonton, Pho, Ahjumma, Max, Puncher, blah-dee-blah-dee-blaaaaah. Yeah, some weird nicknames huh? I’m currently 18 years old tunring 19 in about 6 months. I’m gonna be a freshie…*sighs* again but in college this time around. I’m VERY nervous and anxious for it even though it’s like going to high school again and the school is a community college like 10 minutes away from my house. It’s still a weird feeling *shrugs*. Hmmm~ what are some other random shizzy things I could say…hmmm. Well, the main reason I’m up here is to get to know peoples…no I’m lying haha. Just kidding…I don’t mind getting to intereact with people but really, I learned that this place was good for getting updates on a Korean group I just absoulutely love and obsess, TVXQ. Yeah, if you don’t know them…go give them a google kay? Yeah well, I’m tired now and I don’t know what else to say…actually I do but I’m just too lazy haha and it’s also like 15 minutes to 5 and I don’t want anybody hearing or walking in my room *cough PARENTS cough* seeing my dumb ass still up on the laptop so I guess this is peace for now. Thanks for reading…if you did read hehe.

Peace<3 xoxo

 

 
 
Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: N/A