Yeah~ this blog pretty much is all in the title…boredom, it DOES kill but for me, it’s killin’ me softly. Right now, I’m sitting in the College Café…bored…typing away and staring at my laptop screen while waiting for my umma to get me which will be like another hour *sighs* I’m running out of smuts and lemons to read here! Lol. Eh~ I’ll survive…I’ll TRY to survive *sighs* it’s just really…what’s the word, it’s not borng btw…it’s a bit awkward right now. I’m surrounded by people *shudders* I know it’s a café and all but why is it popular when I’m here?! Boo you people!!! Oh wells *shrugs* hmmm~ what can I randomly talk about right now to pass time *ponders to self* hmmm~ *lightbulb goes off* HEY! Got something! I had two blogs topics I was gonna ‘attempt’ to post but I was recovering from that disease I told you about *whispers* I think it’s long term *sad face* any who, I was gonna blog about two different subjects: my second day/ankle spasm and this show…a very COOL show. Yeah…so let me begin and just to let you know…this is gonna be VERY long, I can tell even now…be warned…yeah, ONWARD!  First subject: second day of college…eh, it was better than the first. I had classes, WHOOOOP DE DOOOODLE DOOOOOOOO!!! Lols and they were somewhat interesting. I had College Algebra and Psychology. I actually like math now…first time EVER and my math teacher is so effing awesome! I’m also learning new shiz in Psych so that’s pretty schweet as well haha. Now after classes, not so schweet. When I was walking home, I SERIOUSLY effed up my ankle and my knee. Have no IDEA how I did it but I did. I guess I reached a new level of clutziness *shrugs* but at the moment, I can’t bend my leg certain ways which causes me to limp whenever I walk and sleep in my usual comfy positions as well as having to wear the most uncomfortable brace in the world that causes more harm than good…how lovely for me huh? Mmkays, next subject: a show…VERY cool show. Ok, it’s called ‘Sweet 16: EXILE’. If any of you have seen ‘Sweet 16’, then you will know of all the annoying stuck-up arrogant bishes on that show that deserve a SERIOUS smack down right? Well, ‘Sweet 16: EXILE gives them just that…sorta. They get the smack in face from reality and the bite in the ass from karma *sighs* don’t you just love my analogies? Hmmm~ I love that show…you should watch it…you will laugh a lot, I know I did and I can’t wait for new episodes. Okies…that’s it for my longest blog post EVER…or, as of now lols. I still have to wait here for like 20 more minutes but at least I blew about 40 of those minutes haha.

Peace<3 xoxo

Wah~ I’m becoming daily again! Woot! Anyways, this lucky blog goes out to my first day of college. Firstly…wtf?!?!?!?! I felt like I was in High School again!!!!! They say all this crap about preparing and how ‘different’ college will be…DIFFERENT MY ASS!!!!! I know I’ll probably regret saying all this crap later but c’mon, was it really this different for them back then?! Do they REALLY like pulling our legs?! *sighs* I felt that the English Composition class I attended this morning was easy and felt like I was back in Honors English…then again, I LOVE English haha *shrugs* at least it was the only class I had this morning hehe. And now…here I am…sitting here all bored in the library before I go home since I have to walk home and I’m too lazy to start haha. I seriously need to get a job or else I can’t get a liscense which means I won’t be able to drive to school and which in turn means I have to suffer walking everyday…*sighs*…sorry for my little rant of the day hehe *shrugs* but the upside to that is at least my fattie ass will get some exercise *big smile*. But yeah, that’s pretty much it for today cuz I’m kinda sick of sitting here and I’d rather be home right now…in bed…with some sort of fatting snack and fatting drink in my hands. Hmmm~ I guessing this walking thing will help me out in some ways or other s huh?

Peace<3 xoxo

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You don’t know me…

You don’t know me

the real me.

You may think you do

but you don’t.

You give me these things to do.

You assume it can be done

without a care in the world,

just as long as it’s done.

Not caring about me,

about my well being,

just as long as it’s done.

But you don’t know me.

You will never know me.

You think I will just stand by

and control me at will?

“no.”

Make me do this…say that?

“no.”

Say this…say that?

“NO”

This time it’s my turn to say no.

I guess you really don’t know me.

Because I can say “no.”

…“NO”…

Hello people or whoever bothers to stop and read this. Anyways…here I am, chillin' in front of my laptop at like 4:30 am writing my first livejournal post. Whoop-dee-doo for me. I had NO IDEA of what to write or do for my lj so here’s so a random little blog for ya. Ok, here’s some random things about me. My name is Tonya or you can call me Yin, MinYa, Wonton, Pho, Ahjumma, Max, Puncher, blah-dee-blah-dee-blaaaaah. Yeah, some weird nicknames huh? I’m currently 18 years old tunring 19 in about 6 months. I’m gonna be a freshie…*sighs* again but in college this time around. I’m VERY nervous and anxious for it even though it’s like going to high school again and the school is a community college like 10 minutes away from my house. It’s still a weird feeling *shrugs*. Hmmm~ what are some other random shizzy things I could say…hmmm. Well, the main reason I’m up here is to get to know peoples…no I’m lying haha. Just kidding…I don’t mind getting to intereact with people but really, I learned that this place was good for getting updates on a Korean group I just absoulutely love and obsess, TVXQ. Yeah, if you don’t know them…go give them a google kay? Yeah well, I’m tired now and I don’t know what else to say…actually I do but I’m just too lazy haha and it’s also like 15 minutes to 5 and I don’t want anybody hearing or walking in my room *cough PARENTS cough* seeing my dumb ass still up on the laptop so I guess this is peace for now. Thanks for reading…if you did read hehe.

Peace<3 xoxo